Went to Macclesfield on Thursday, had Sebastians parents evening, which was interesting, went to see Ann, (Bernie's mum)and my god, the poor woman looked terrible, trying hard to fight off the tears, we talked about what had happened, and the plans for the funeral, and we talked about where to place Bernie's ashes after cremation, we talked about the autopsy and the inquest and all the associated things, I needed a drink, so off I went to the pub to drown my sorrows and I do mean drown them, literally.